Monday, June 29, 2009

Recipe for love

Thingies that you need to make this are:

1 teaspoon of laos powder
1 bag of crisps ( I recoment this one because it is easier to make it with these crisps)
1 spoon of sambal oelek
3-4 spoons of sugar
2 laurel leaves
1 onion
Are you a sweety sugar person? Just at some more sugar and less sambal.
If you like to have a very spicy dish then use a bit more of sambal.
-First you put some oil in the (sauce)pan. Take the onion, cut it into little pieces and put it in the pan.
Be carfeful ! Take care of it with love, don't let it burn!
-After that you through in all the ingredients. But wait with the crisps!
At some water to it. Less then a half glass of water.
-Mix it...
and now you got to wait.. for some time
But don't you dare to run away now!!!
-Use a wooden spoon and go with it over the the botom of the pan.
in the beginning you can see that if you make a line towards yourself, that the mixed up mess is going quickly to eachother back.
-You got to wait for some time to let the sugar caramelise.
And if you make a line with your spoon again you can see that the sticky mess isn't going
quickly back. This is the moment!
-Get your pan off the stove.
Put the crisps in it and mix it.
Careful! Don't crush the crisps.. !
- let the crisps rest for 5 min.. that they are a bit cooled down.
play a good knife and fork ;)

Thursday, April 9, 2009

The law

I think it's time to let it go,
I think it's time to realise where we go.

My love is forbidden to love you so,
I think we should let it go.
Every time I thought: "Is it possible? Where would this love might go?
My mother refused and said "NO".

I think this is our end of our relationship.
I could better go......
farwell



Oh god you let it flow,
your hopes,
your dreams,
you just let it go.

Now I got to wait for another man to come and go.
but you know...
I want you!
and not the other man from the street who said: "I love you"

bye bye,
Loves a kiss to the man I hope to see someday later.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Down the memory lanes... My soul keeps wandering..

here's an account of a relationship..
i just enjoy this journey..
hope even u'd, too!

1. 8:36 PM 
me: chat here
8:37 PM Nadz: oke
  i wasn't getting u
  but now i do
 me: actually tats my official id
  work's over so i logged out
 Nadz: oh
  u need to go home then
  bye
 me: arrey
  m here na
  talk to me
8:38 PM Nadz: hahah
  oke
  jada jada
 me: Arrey is hindi word
  so is NA
 Nadz: na
  ?
  like nah
  no
 me: he bhagwan
  from where you learn
  are u an indian n playing a game wid me
8:39 PM Nadz: hahaha
  got me
 me: serious?
 Nadz: no
  i'm a all rounder
 me: must be!
 Nadz: and i got internet
  hahah
8:40 PM i learn
  so
  friends speak hindi
  so need to learn
 me: I always have only one question to ask u
 Nadz: ...
 me: when will we meet?
 Nadz: hahahha
  u already now the anser
  answer*
8:41 PM me: knw nadz,
  i was thinking about us last night
  i have decided to meet you definitely
  if not now
  after 5 years
  but for sure
  who knows
  may be i'll bring you with me
8:42 PM ok
  i gotta go now
  \see ya tomorrow
  oops i forgot tat i meet you daily
 Nadz: oke
 me: i n my dreams
  in my thoughts
  in the first sunshine
  in the first drop of rain
8:43 PM in bird's chirping
 Nadz: :)
 me: everywhere
  everytime!
  loves
  hugs
  kisses
 Nadz: loves and kisses sleepwell have fun adn don't work to hard
 me: hehe
 Nadz: hugy's
 me: buh bye

8:06 PM Nadz: namaste, nice for u that u going to see ur friend :D
 me: ??
  sorry?
 Nadz: hahah
 me: the msn thing?
 Nadz: yes
  annoyed?
 me: means irritated
  disturbed
8:07 PM my firend is very angry
  so he has put lots if angry emoticons on MSN status message
  which mad eme laugh
  n guess wat
  m not going anywhere
  i sit next to him :-P
 Nadz: hahahha
  oke
8:08 PM happy face then to him :P
8:09 PM me: so how's u?
 Nadz: i'm great u?
 me: not that great without u
 Nadz: hahhaha
  very funny
8:10 PM ur happy also without me
 me: nope :-P
8:12 PM Nadz: so did something special today
 me: like?
 Nadz: besides sitting on your ass
 me: oh babes
  knw at
  wat
 Nadz: mmm ...
 me: i just missed u
8:13 PM most special thing to do aint it?
  hey talk to me
  :-)
  mmmmmmmwah
 Nadz: hahha
  ur to funny
8:14 PM me: yeah?
  really?
 Nadz: yes
  i think so
 me: Marry me!
  hehe
  wont have to spend on comedy movies
8:15 PM Nadz: hahah
  but taking care of gonna take more time
 me: i was checking your place on internet
8:16 PM lovely town i must say
 Nadz: hahaha
  only old ppl but they are nice
  what's ur city?
 me: wanna see my home?
8:17 PM Nadz: sure
  :D
8:20 PM Nadz: looks very
  brown
 me: hmm yeah
 Nadz: maybe some water would help
 me: but when you move o left
  u'll find a river passing by
  and a college
8:21 PM where i studied
8:23 PM Nadz: oh i see
  the house look very different
  than here
 me: yeah its abunglow
  *bunglow
8:24 PM Nadz: hahah
  we have that here to
 me: ok
 Nadz: not so much trees
 me: yeo
  yep
 Nadz: what's with that place "don't touch this
8:25 PM sounds creepy
 me: no
  actually someone had written crap on it
  its my sister's place
  so i wrote it
8:26 PM hey
  n name it n tell me
8:28 PM Nadz: i have found
 me: ok name it
8:31 PM Nadz: yep
  done
 me: what did u name it?
 Nadz: house of light
8:32 PM me: can see
  :-)
 Nadz: :)
 me: so if i hold your hand and take you out of your house for a night walk in north
  we will be walking on a beautiful lawn
8:35 PM Nadz: uhhh
  u will get hit by airplanes
  hahah
  better go to the south
 me: oh really?
8:36 PM taht is where i wanna go then
  we'll fly to my place
8:38 PM Nadz: hahha
  i thought we were going to walk
  ?
 me: yeah
 Nadz: but a bit far maybe
8:39 PM after all on heels i can't walk far
 me: hehe
8:40 PM Nadz: what?
  that's not funny
  i could fall
  if i run
8:41 PM not that I whould come far
 me: hmm true
 Nadz: hahhaha
8:43 PM work is going good?
8:44 PM me: kind of
  how about u
 Nadz: too much work
  hahah
 me: ok
  nadz
  i m leaving dear
 Nadz: oke
 me: should i?
 Nadz: hahah
 me: or should i stay back
8:45 PM ok wait got something for u
 Nadz: no go u need ur rest
  something?
 me: yup
 Nadz: let me see i'm curious now
8:47 PM me: sent u
  on mail
 Nadz: oh
 me: some snaps of me my friend mom n house
  got it?
8:48 PM Nadz: yep
 me: check it
 Nadz: last one ur mom
 me: n tell me
  yup in house
  tats diwali pic
 Nadz: :)
8:49 PM don't brag too much about urself
  hahha
 me: hehe
 Nadz: sarcastic laugh
  thnx
  loves and kisses good night sleep thight and good luck
8:50 PM me: yes?
  ok bye
  see ya
 Nadz: cu




7:47 PM Nadz: hi
7:51 PM me: hey
7:52 PM Nadz: how r u?
 me: m fine
  u?
  missed u
 Nadz: great
7:53 PM :)
  missed u to
 me: really? orsaying just like tat
  or saying*
 Nadz: no
  i'm saying it to u
  becoz i mean it
7:54 PM me: :-)
7:55 PM and?
 Nadz: u want more
  hahahha
 me: indeed!
  m greedy in tat matter
 Nadz: i'm just looking forward to wednesday every week
7:56 PM me: n why so?
 Nadz: to "see"u
 me: why wednesday
  nadya
 Nadz: that's the time i'm free
 me: i really want to say sorry to you for not giving you much time
7:57 PM i really feel sorry
 Nadz: u gave me so many
 me: no not enough
  one day
  i just want to sit and listen to you whole night
  how about that?
 Nadz: :)
 me: but i know the moment i'll ask you to say some thing
7:58 PM you'll go blank!
  talk to me baby
7:59 PM phleeez
8:00 PM Nadz: sorry
  nature called
  ahhaha
8:01 PM u know u got those talking cards
  could use that
  :P
8:02 PM me: :-(
8:03 PM Nadz: sorry
  i'm just also ways
8:04 PM i get shy
8:08 PM and u are just busy
 me: hehe
8:09 PM so u get shy huh
 Nadz: why is thay so funny
8:12 PM me: no i was just smiling dear
 Nadz: :)
  it still is a issue
 me: nadz
 Nadz: rohan
 me: wat is an issue?
 Nadz: shyness
  but what did u wanna say
8:13 PM me: i just cant belivev in my luck
  that i got someone like you to love me
8:14 PM Nadz: :)
  faith? destiney or just luck?
8:15 PM me: any one of them
8:16 PM nadzee
  i love ya
  :-)
  n i wanna meet u someday
8:18 PM Nadz: :)
 me: u never take me seriously
  :-(
  n u chat with many friends na?
8:19 PM Nadz: no
  jus
 me: n why so late in replying
8:20 PM Nadz: i'm slow
  hahahha
 me: lie!
 Nadz: just ppl walking around me
 me: where r u now?
 Nadz: i don't wanna let them see what i write
  school
 me: so you are in the lab?
8:23 PM Nadz: lab
  hahhaha
  no
  in class
 me: and how re u chatting with me?
8:24 PM Nadz: gmail
  ahhaha
8:25 PM school is over but i'm working for school
  not payed
8:26 PM me: nadz
  why do u work so much?
8:27 PM Nadz: hahaha
  i don't know
  why do u?
 me: i work to earn money
  isnt that what i am supposed to do
  for me for my family
 Nadz: doing something for the ppl gives me a good feeling
 me: you are a good human being
8:28 PM gals in ur age should party, go out for shopping an dall
 Nadz: hahhaha
 me: r u chatting thru mobile?
 Nadz: no
  pc
8:30 PM me: nadz
  why do u love me so much
  ?
8:32 PM Nadz: becoz
  i love
 me: ???
 Nadz: i don't know
8:33 PM me: ask urself plz
 Nadz: ur nice
  and more
  i like u so much
 me: but i am indian
 Nadz: so?
 me: from a poor country than Netherlands
  hehehe
  heard any dutch girl loving an indian
  ?
8:34 PM yeah indians do love them!
  indians do love dutch gals
 Nadz: hahhaa
 me: so?
8:35 PM Nadz: i don't care what u are
  i love u that 's
 me: but think practically nadz
  what is our future?
8:37 PM ??
  u der honey
  ?
 Nadz: ye
 me: so tell me
8:38 PM Nadz: i don't know a
  a secret
  :)
 me: secret?
 Nadz: yes
8:40 PM me: nadz
  cant this be true?
  someday?
8:42 PM Nadz: i hope so
 me: you think you'll marry me?
8:45 PM Nadz: If u ask me I would say …
 me: u still kidding wid me huh
8:46 PM Nadz: no
  u got to ask me
8:47 PM serieuse
 me: i know but will u accept? i doubt!
 Nadz: u never asked
  u don't know
8:48 PM me: not on gtalk ofcourse
  i want to ask u in real
8:49 PM u der?
 Nadz: do u love me
  ?
 me: i dod nadz!
  i do!
8:50 PM Nadz: :)
  just one thing
  u got to wait 4 years
8:51 PM me: i wont mind
  what after 4 years?
 Nadz: i can come
 me: to india?
8:52 PM Nadz: yes
 me: are you serious nadz?
  i just cant believe it
8:53 PM Nadz: i want children
  just want u to know that
  :)
 me: hehe
  so u'd be marrying me just for taht?
  so mean!
  ;-)
8:54 PM Nadz: hahha
  no
  just saying that before
 me: ok her highness.
 Nadz: hahha
8:55 PM me: just place your order in advance..many girls are in queue for that..
  :-P
  u der
  m waiting for u dear
8:56 PM nadz
  why cant u come on other days
  like 2moro?
8:57 PM nadzzzzzzzzzz
  plz reply
  plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
8:58 PM :-(
8:59 PM bye
 Nadz: sorry
 me: oh
  thank god
 Nadz: i just didn't know the word
9:00 PM me: the word?
 Nadz: queue
 me: which word?
  oh then ask me na
 Nadz: hahah
  oke
  but i already know
9:01 PM me: i hate you
  you left me for a word!
 Nadz: hahahha
 me: i hate u i hate u i hate u
 Nadz: sorry
  u always got to wait
  in a queue
  hahahha
 me: bye
  :-(
 Nadz: sorry
 me: what do i get after waiting so long
 Nadz: but i got to go now
 me: nothing
 Nadz: a kiss
9:02 PM hahahha
 me: i dun think so
  nadz
  give me ur snap na
  i want to see u again
9:03 PM mail me
  bye
  see ya
  lovs
  hugs
  kisses
9:04 PM mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmwah!

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9:04 PM Nadz: laks
  kisses
  and i'm sorry but i can't give u more pics
  don't have any
  :)
9:05 PM bye bye

5 minutes
9:10 PM Nadz: u just left me
  hahahha
  done working i guess
  :)
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9:11 PM see u next week